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Keeping Dark Secrets

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Years ago, I worked for a wonderful woman who was a great boss and a good friend.  She had struggled for years to conceive a second child.  One day in a staff meeting, she grinned and told everyone the news, she was finally pregnant.  As soon as she said it, a wave of complete nausea settled in the pit of my stomach.  Dear God, I knew without a doubt she would loose the baby.  I was heartbroken for her.  Yet, she was laughing and joyful sharing her good news with the group.  What could I do?  I forced a smile on my face and congratulated her.

Each day watching her anticipate the new life within was torture.  My knowing that it would end badly did not help her at all.  Even though we were close, I could not tell her.  What would be the point?  Even if she knew she could not change the outcome.  So I hid my sorrow and played along.  After a few months of agony the inevitable crisis finally occurred.  Over the weekend, she had started to hemorrhage badly and was rushed to the emergency room.  Not only did she loose the baby, but she almost bled to death.  She had to have emergency surgery to stop the bleeding.

Did I make the wrong choice?  Was I supposed to warn her?  Even if I had, I don’t think she would have listened.  I am convinced telling her would have ended our friendship. This painful experience left me with so many unanswered questions.  What is the purpose of knowing the future if it can’t be changed?

I do feel that there is a broad sense of meaning in the universe.  But I am not convinced that our individual experiences are micro-managed by a puppet master.  To me it feels more like a maze that we are challenged to navigate with the tools we have been given.  Back then my future sense only surfaced rarely or maybe I only paid attention when it was dire. So most of the warnings I received years ago were related to death.  So rather than welcome the warnings, I felt burdened by a knowledge I did not feel ready to share.  All I could do was stay close and spend as much quality time as possible with those who seemed to be at risk.  As I look back now, maybe I was missing the point.

As I have learned more about the unexplained, I see so many possibilities.  Rather than telling them about the warnings, maybe I should have intervened.  Should I have helped them prepare for death in some way?  Should I have comforted them and reassured them that death is only a step on our journey?  Should I have tried to heal them?  As bizarre as that may sound to modern folk, there is research to suggest it is possible, not to mention thousands of years of tradition.  But even now years later, with a much stronger sense of the reality of the immaterial world, I still don’t know.

This is the reason I am sharing my stories.  I don’t have the answers, but I can’t be the only person struggling with the questions.  I would love to hear from the others who are on a similar journey.  Maybe together we can find some answers.

Origin Story

“We are not physical beings having a spiritual experience, but spiritual beings having a physical experience.”  A very wise friend…

Matter and energy are neither created nor destroyed, but transformed one from another in an endless cycle of renewal.  Is renewal the only purpose or is there more?

So many times have we been reborn in matter, transformed and and anchored to a place and time.  Each birth a life forgotten and a love lost.  Yet, each new beginning an awakening and renewal.  A small step toward bridging the gap.

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Why Bother?

Recently a colleague at work was given a bridal shower.  That morning, I went to buy a card to wish her well.  I found a pretty card with a wedding dress image on the front.  I picket it up and wanted to buy it.  But as soon as I held it, I knew I should not buy it.  I did not know why.  Later as we sat watching her open her gifts, she opened a card from someone else, and it was the card I had put back. 

Clearly, my warning was that someone had already chosen that card for her.  But why would my future sense give a warning on such a trivial issue.  I don’t really care if I give her a card she already has.  So why would my subconscious, some other entity, or worse the universe at large care about that enough to warn me?

Too Crowded

On the plane arriving into Chicago, we touched down and felt the strong pressure of braking.  I was just thinking that it feels like we are going to run off the end of the runway.  Within 10 seconds, a man in my row spoke to his companion and said, “A southwest plane crashed here in XXXX, you know.  Yep, it was icy and it went off the end of the runway and through the wall and into the street.  It killed a couple in a car.” 

I sighed inside. So much for the illusion of peace and privacy in my own thoughts.

Paranormal Parenting

Recently, I asked my son who is almost 6 if he remembered telling me about the skeletons talking to him from under the road, when he was three.  I wanted to see if he would now say it was a made up story or game.  He readily admitted that he did not remember that happening, but he had heard a voice talking to him recently while we were driving down the road.  Huh?  He had not mentioned it before.

What voice did you hear. when and where? He explained that a few weeks ago as we were driving through an intersection near his school that we pass every day, he heard someone talking to him.  At first he thought it was me talking to him.  But it was soft and different from my voice.  It said his name then said, “You will join me here.”  This is the same area where he told me skeletons under the road talked to him when he was three.

I gathered my wits and asked basic questions, was it a boy or girl, old or young, fast or slow, etc.  It was a small girl’s voice.  Have you heard other voices? No.  He said the first part of his name was not clear, but the rest of it was very clear.  He is sure he heard it.  How did it sound?  He then imitates the voice, as a soft harsh whisper.  “you.. will.. join.. me.. here..”

skeleton

I finally found the courage to ask him, “Why did the voice say that?” He shrugged at first, looked out the window and said, “I don’t know.”  So I tried again, “What do you think it means?”  He said, “I think it means I will die there.”

I just sat there stunned.  How do I respond?  I don’t want to minimize this at all, but I do want to comfort him.  I blundered around and finally just told him that I don’t think that will happen.  My future sense does not seem to have a warning about it, but clearly something dark is calling to him.  How do I help my child deal with that?

Feeling the call

When I was a teen, my family was on a nature walk in a Florida swamp near the Everglades.  As we slowly moved through miles of cypress swamps and oak hammocks, we started to hear a strange loud howl.  It would call out ever few minutes.  We seemed to be the only people out in the swamp that day. I don’t remember the weather or time of year, but it was most likely summer. After a few calls from one side, another one started calling from the other side of us.  Gradually the screaming howls got closer from both sides.  We assumed it was panthers, what else could it be?  But as they got closer we become utterly terrified and ran for the exit as fast as possible.  We never saw the creatures making the eerie calls.

I spent my whole childhood roaming the swamps alone, played with a half grown panther in captivity and even learned to call alligators.  I have never heard that sound before or since.  I have listened to recordings of panthers, bears, wolves and coyotes.  None of them sound like what we heard that day.  It was not until I heard recording of calls attributed to Sasquatch that I realized that could be what we had heard.  Logically, it could have been mating panthers, which I understand make an awful noise.  But the sound had no cat like tones.  It was more of a yell than a howl.  I have owned cats for many years and heard lots of their talk, hurt, mad, sad, etc. but that core cat sound was not there.  If it were panthers, would they have been so close to people during the day? I understand that panthers need about 26 square miles of territory each and rarely cross paths with each other. Either way, what we heard was a truly rare and terrifying experience.

I heard the hosts debate a Bigfoot sighting on Mysterious Universe Plus, I think it was on Episode 10.12.  The couple reporting the Bigfoot reported feeling fear, discomfort and metal banging before a sighting.  That reminded me of the research of Vic Tandy I had been reading about recently.  It occurred to me that if Bigfoot uses infrasound to communicate as some animals do, then humans would have that kind of seemingly paranormal experience if they were around.  This could also explain the complete terror our family experienced in the swamp that day.  Also the metal banging could be caused by a standing wave of infrasound.  See wikipedia for more info on his work with infrasound and the paranormal.

So I did a bit of checking and found this nice write up of that same idea by ‘flesh and blood’ Bigfoot researcher, Cliff Barackman.  This would help explain some, but definitely not all of the high strangeness around them.  My own experience with receiving others thoughts and tends to suggest that some of the ‘paranormal’ traits often attributed to Bigfoot could be true, but they could also have physical abilities that far exceed our own.

Density Map of Bigfoot Sightings in the US

bigfoot map

The clusters of reported sightings in areas of low human population density, but with substantial habitat suggests a level of legitimacy behind the overall pattern of sightings.  If sightings were usually hoaxes or wishful thinking, then they would tend to be more evenly distributed.  However, just because the sightings are consistent, does not mean the being itself is a lost primate.  To me the most critical detail in any Bigfoot sighting is actually the smell.  That seems to be the hardest part to fake and the least likely to be imagined.  Anyone care to overlay this map with one that denotes degree of encounter, including the smell factor?

This is a great example of how aggregating anecdotal information can lead to a much clearer overall picture.  It has been used to show that UFO sightings cluster around military installations.  This method would be helpful for a number of unexplained events.  Unfortunately, most academics are not likely to get grant money to cover the expense.  Maybe we need to form a fund raising foundation to give grants for academic research into the alternative topics science ignores.

star shineEcho from the Stars

A bloggers very literal dream of detailed events that happen the next day.  A great example of the high strangeness that often surfaces around UFO experiences.  Seems very similar in character to my prior awareness experiences.

Entangled Myth

dream time

I recently read the book Entangled Minds by Dean Radin.  I have read a number of other books that also review the large body of rigorous, repeatable lab studies that have demonstrated a measurable effect of PSI interaction over the last hundred years. What most impressed me about Dean Radin is that he goes beyond the now thoroughly established, if not well publicized, conclusion that PSI is real. Radin’s multi-disciplinary background as well as personal experience may have given him a bit more insight to begin proposing a mechanism behind the magic.

Basic physical concepts like time, space, energy, and matter were imagined to be fixed, absolute, and fundamentally different substances. It was taken for granted that reality existed in an absolute sense, independent of observers, and it was an additional token of faith that action at a distance was impossible. The concept of mind, then viewed through the fledgling discipline of psychology , and especially its rising fad of behaviorism, was regarded as an illusion created by the clockwork mechanisms of the brain. Because mind was an illusion and action at a distance was impossible, genuine psi phenomena were also impossible.

Radin, Dean (2009-11-19). Entangled Minds: Extrasensory Experiences in a Quantum Reality (pp. 241-242). Pocket Books. Kindle Edition.

Our cultural framework is still heavily embedded in a mechanistic world/cosmological view.  Even practitioners of other scientific disciplines seem to have little awareness of the potential upheaval that could result from the application of the principles of quantum entanglement to the molecular scale.  The social sciences, which include my own academic background, are even further out of touch with the frontiers of the physical, chemical and biological sciences.  The foundation needed to understand and apply a new understanding of the fundamental nature of matter and energy rarely exists outside of the practitioners’ discipline.While the public is still unaware of the successful research of PSI events, surveys show that most people do accept the reality of PSI.  The remaining mystery is how it might work based on our current scientific knowledge. Radin begins to tie the emerging understanding of entangled particles and quantum physics with the patterns of PSI events.  Unfortunately, the public is generally unaware of role of the observer in establishing reality and the measurement of quantum particles’ ‘spooky action at a distance’ as famously labeled by Einstein. So tying one mis-understood event to another probably does not go far to break the stalemate that keeps PSI research on the fringe of science and society.

Psychologists still practice as if the brain and the mind were the same thing.  Yet, there are documented cases where the mind is operating without the brain functioning.  Any out of place thought is a delusion, rather than a stray idea from a passer by.

Bio-chemists and medical researchers are still focusing on the role of specific disease agents and chemical compounds in restoring health.  Yet, their population based research has only partial predictive value in managing illness.  The role of the mind in establishing and maintaining health is rarely acknowledge, other than as a placebo effect.

It seems we are stuck at the beginning of a scientific revolution, not because the research is unavailable or inconclusive, but because the general academic community and the public can’t absorb the results.  The scope of cosmological and theoretical physics have moved so far out of alignment with the general world view that they have become akin to magical arcane practitioners of dark arts.

Messengers or monsters

What other beings exist among us? The Judeo-Christian tradition tells of many kinds of supernatural beings. Angels are God’s messengers and the demons are the fallen angels trying to lead humans to destruction. A literal reading of the Bible and other ancient texts identify many types of entities all in a massive power struggle. All traditions I am aware of also have similar stories of struggle, deception, corruption and redemption. Even our modern forms of entertainment paint the monsters’ portraits and tap our deepest fears. Somewhere inside us is a core that knows without seeing that something dark is out there. We try to reduce that fear with rationality, science and a materialist paradigm that tells us we are alone. But we are not alone.

When one sense is lost, the others become stronger. We have come to rely on sight, sound, touch, taste and smell as if they were the only senses. So we comfort our fears by turning on the lights and closing the doors, as if that would ever be enough to stop the monsters. Our ancestors left us warnings and tried to prepare us to face the unknown. Somehow, through the generations, we suppressed the abilities to sense and communicate with the other side and with each other. By denying the reality of unseen and powerful forces, we cut ourselves off from our own strengths as well.

Long ago, all members of a community believed in good and evil with powerful forces at work in our lives. That common belief gave the group unity and strength, but may have opened the door for both good and evil. Now that few believe and try to deny the other senses, we declare the world of our five senses to be all that exists. This new form of faith has closed many doors. But the darkness has not vanished. The struggles we face are inside. That is where the others still wait for us.

Do they have tooth and claw, with hideous faces and terrifying howls? Do they plot evil with twisted games and crimes of greed? Do they sneak up on us in the night and suck our blood? No, because those simple actions are all comprehensible to us and are only how we have tried to metaphorically understand elemental forces. Those forces are already here, inside us and everyone around us. By unleashing our own inner venom, greed, rage and hate, we continue to feed uncontrolled manifestations that can reach into our reality. I don’t know if there are other races of evil intent trying to break into our reality or if the essence of corrupted human souls continue to seek our destruction, even after death.

I suspect that our animating force or consciousness manifests many different ways in many different realities. After all, if we can reincarnate as humans or animals, as I know from experience we can, then why not as aliens or demons or any other entity? Perhaps our own inner creative forces actualize the entities that do reach us. Physics leaves open the possibility of many realities, with the role of observer as the defining force of creation. The others we vaguely sense may be our inadvertent creation as our fears are made stronger by denial and isolation. The doors inside that we lock in fear are also starving our souls of the meaning, connection, magic and mystery that we need to grow together.

The cosmic struggle that we are locked in is really a war of unity vs. discord. We are on a path of collective evolution into ever more integrated living systems. Yet, our material universe is in a state of explosive decay. Perhaps our consciousness is immortal but divided and immature, needing cycles of incarnation to grow and develop. I see us now like bacteria that must bind together to form a colony to survive the changing environment. Living beings have the potential to form webs of cooperation, caring and creativity. We need to fully develop both as individuals and as communities to reach the next level of development and evolution. There is an ultimate conflict ahead when our collective consciousness will either find a way to transcend or transform the material plane, or the cycle of life will finally draw to a close.